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Sunday, 10 October 2010

i'm 3lbs down from yesterday. last saturday i was 140, today i am 131.
i want to hit the twenties, soon, i must!!!
ive been exercising everyday before bed. my stomach is the flattest its been for a long time.

but i feel crappy, today i had a huge breakie and tried to purge it, but couldnt. i was so frustrated. i wanted it all out. so i didnt eat lunch because i knew i wont be able to get it out, my throat needs a rest.

but i will eat dinner, and i will purge it.

i'm sorry, to those who i inspired before, sorry i have chosen to lose weight this way, but i want it off. we are all suffering with an illness that controls us.

staystrong. xxxx
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5 comments:

  1. Twigs Can Fly10 October 2010 at 12:32

    Jenny the weight will come back if you lose it like this.

    It won't make anything better.

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  2. Anonymous10 October 2010 at 15:38

    3lbs in one day - woohoo!!
    would love u to join the diet! you just have to do 3 days a week and they don't have to be the same every week...whichever suit :P

    xx

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  3. VictoriaCrimson10 October 2010 at 19:16

    Daaaamn nine pounds in a week! solidddd =]

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  4. Sarah10 October 2010 at 19:57

    Purging is naughty. But I shall forgive you this time. I understand how it is to feel so controlled. Hang in there.
    <3

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  5. Anonymous11 October 2010 at 12:57

    sad to hear your purging but happy to hear your getting results..I understand how you feel.
    xx

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