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Thursday, 21 October 2010

if only

If it was EASY, everYBODY would be ThiN!!
hang in there my lovelies.
we will get there one day..TOGETHER!!!
:) .xox.

^that was written on sunday 5th december 2009.

but its true, if it was easy, we'd all be skinny and happy.

i just spent the last half an hour reading my blog. untill exactly a year ago. i love having a blog!

it doesnt feel like it, but i have come a long way. i was so motivated when i was 155lbs. i havent lost much since, but even the way i think has changed dramatically.
i remember wishing i could just be in the 140s, i worked hard to get there.
i got there... and it had to be 130s... i'm there.
i dont feel as happy as i thought i'd be.
i expected a huge bust of confidence and to suddenly be beautiful, but honestly i feel uglier. because i know i can do so much better, i know so much more than i did.
i am 2lbs away from the 120s....
so now i will work my ass off. i will get to the twenties, then maybe the 110s. :)
then maybe 100s..then... who knows

6 comments:

  1. Good job hun. It sounds like you are doing alright!

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  2. I'm so excited and happy for you! But also jealous! Because I want to be 2 pounds from the 120s!!

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  3. it's such a good idea to read over your progress once in a while, just to get things in perspective. you've come such a long way and you will continue to do better and better! stay strong x

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  4. You deserve to be happy :) love ya

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  5. :)
    Isn't it amazing how much progress we can make?

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