Eating away at me
there is a Pain
Feeding on my agony
a breeding parasite prevails
It gnaws away my insides
taunts me with its strength
acid burning up, a flare up of self hate
a constant reminder of the core weakness in me
Decisions to be made
are chosen by the Pain
no control do I have over its actions
its grasp is too strong for me to throw off
I cannot move
only to tremble and shake
the Pain is back
I am eaten away
Allison [not by me]
btw...theres something wrong with my blog/profile. its been fucked up since yesterday.
i'm logged on but whenever i try to leave a comment on someone's blog, it says i need to sign in. but when i click 'sign in', it shows that im logged on already.
ughhh!!
umm, today was a good day, i had a small breakie...350-ish cals
and dinner- 4-500-ish cals
so 850 at the most, but i know my intake needs to decrease more! i am giving myself 1 week to hit 129lbs. thats 3lbs i must lose?
night guys.xxx
that's a good intake! you can lose that 3lb :) just keep the intakes controlled and exercise and i'm sure you'll get there. good luck xx
ReplyDeletenice intake. Good luck with the 3 Ibs. xx
ReplyDeleteUgh, that Blogger glitch sounds SO annoying, but I'm not sure why it's happening, sorry.
ReplyDeleteWell done with your intake though, babe. Very impressive.
You can do whatever you want to do!
<3
I get that glitch a lot too. It's super annoying. Your intake sounds great and I'm sure you'll loose those 3lbs.
ReplyDeleteGood luck. :)
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