okays so abc is crap, i binged/purged more this weekend than i have in the past month.
today...
i had veggie soup for lunch. an a fruit smoothie.
then a sandwish when i got home, which i purged.
dinner [if i have any] will be purged fuckfuckfuckmylife!!!!
i was reading a blog yesterday, and this girl has so much control. i was jealous.
i couldnt help but read all her posts from the last few months and i was able to compare her to me, see where ive been going wrong. she's 95lbsbtw.
when i do good [eg.lose 10lbs]. i reward myself. which ussually takes me back to my start weight and so i try my best to lose it, then i binge again.. and on and on...
what she does is, if she fails, she gyms it like crazy and looks forward to the next day.
just thought i'd share.
:D
love you guys.
Don't worry, if you ease into the ABCdiet it'll work. If you only have veggies for a few days first, or start restricting.
ReplyDeleteShe sounds like she has iron control! What is her blog address? I need some of her inspiration :P
xx Lisa
dw - everyone has a different way of doing things :) ABC is a tough regime...i havent tried it myself but maybe you should go SGD? xx
ReplyDeleteYou'll do just fine, hunny. Keep your chin up and that will keep your strength up too.
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