i binged/purged yesterday. i always do this. its a never ending cycle.
i am so upset. id lost 4lbs since sunday. i was 136 yesterday. today i am 138. :(
why is it so hard to lose weight?
ugh! i need control. reading your blogs inspires me to get up and keep trying. you guys are so strong, and i crave your control.
i want to be 132.
this morning i had a samll bowl of cornflakes with soya milk.
i think i will have veg soup for lunch in school, and have something small for dinner.
on brighter news, i joined a girls football team with my friends in school. i am super excited as its a way of exercising. i started yesterday and i worked out so much, i actually overslept today. thats how tired i was.
hehe
have a good day me lovelies. i'll update later. xxxx
I binged and purged yesterday too :(
ReplyDeleteIt sucks
bless you, things will get better :-) the exercise will definitely help! xxx
ReplyDeletebinges are bitch. and it sucks knowing that you'll hate yourself after but not giving a fuck and doing it anyway! but things will get better and they will occur less and less. football sounds fun! xx
ReplyDeleteLove you jenny, missed reading your blog and im glad your still here bloging. You were my first follower ever and for awhile my closest friend and now there are 79ish other people who have clicked that little button. Wow, how time fly's when your living a life. :) 136 is fucking amazing. I love you and im supper happy for you.
ReplyDeleteI've got the same cycle going on... just without the purging because i'm too weak even to do that. *sigh* Hang in there, darling. We can get through this.
ReplyDeleteOoh, the team sounds interesting.
ReplyDeleteThe cycle, on the other hand, definitely sucks. Hang in there.
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