today was a shit day! i woke up to 138.5 i know its a little loss, but i was so used to seeing dramatic weight loss, that it just demotivated me.
i ate about 300 cals though out the whole day at school, but felt a bit bloated by the time i got home. i cried because i thought i'd eaten to much, and binge/purged. then b/p again an hour later.
so i'm sitting here thinking how stupid i was, i could have just gone to sleep, and not binged, that would have been a perfect 300 cals day, now i'm very very scared to weigh myself in the morning, i will die if its any more than 139!
thankyou for the support guys. i promise to catch up on your blogs very very soon.
Oh, I'm so sorry for you babe, but I highly doubt your weight will go up (try to stay away from liquids for a bit though, because purging dehydrates and your body might hold on to fluids longer, giving a bad weight). Maybe you should weigh every two days, that way you won't get demotivated and see a big loss everytime you get on the scale!
ReplyDeleteJust hang in there hun, you'll make it, and I'll be here with you every step of the way. :) <3
Love you,
Scarlet <3<3
Aw, it's ok, sweetie. We all have days that are just plain bad. You'll be back on track tomorrow, and it'll all be ok.
ReplyDeleteyou wont die! You'll be inspired to try harder and I very much doubt that you'll see anything more that 139! have faith in yourself- YOU CAN DO IT! Think thin ;)
ReplyDeleteI'm really sorry..
ReplyDeleteTomorrow is a new day, and I hope it great.
Stay strong, we all have bad days..
Jen xx