me thinks God was being generous when he made people as cool as you. you are such nice people, i love you guys, & thanks for the support.
sorry i had no time to post y-day, i was too busy with my head in the toilet. i am trying to stop, but my mum is watching me very closely, so i have to eat her food. yesterday, i had promised myself not to purge, and i had told her i wasn't going to eat dinner, then she slaves off in the kitchen for like 3hrs and makes this really yummy food, puts mine and sets it on the table.. and i'm like WTF..?
so i purged, i'm no proud of it, buttt..if i hadn't
then i wouldnt be...
140.75656 lbeessss now would i?
i dont know my exact weight coz i use a kg scale,
so 64kg is roughly 141lbs. and 63 is roughly 140lbs.
i am just under 64 but not quite 63.5. i am so happy.
do you COMPRENDO, or am i just bubbling on?
(i do have an lb scale but it is not working)
anywhooo?, i haven't maintained 141lbs in a long time, i ussually make it, then "give myself a treat" and fuck it all UP! but not this time baybeee, no way!
i was thinking of doing a fast today, but talked myself out of, because my biggest weakness is changing my diet daily, not being able to keep it up, and FAILING :(
& we don't want that, do we?
so tomorrow is gonna be my fast day. i must plan ahead and not just do it because i feel like it.
i am verry happy, but tured :(
anyone know ways to make myself less tired? i guess sleeping more would help since i only had 6hrs sleep last night, i was up exercising LOL!
no really i was :P
guysss.. i'm off now, i will read your blogs later.
You're doing awesome, babes. Keep that up and you'll be every bit as tiny as you want to be very soon.
ReplyDeleteWeeellll, I have to say 140 is pretty friggin' awesome!!!! I mean, you'll get over mia eventually, I've seen you do it before. Oh but that number is just soooo nice!!!!!!!!! I am way crazy super happy for you babe!!!
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Scarlet <3
Aww jen. Wish I could send you a lbs scale from here in the US, which is where I am asuming your not, but could be wrong. 141? Thats amazing and great and 5 lbs closer to thin than I am. Mia sucks but you'll get over it. I hate that, when parents are like... You said your not guna eat but I'm cooking you food any ways so that You have no choice. Bleh. Grrr. I was up forever last night to, but being a lazy loser.
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