i like rain.
thats random, but i really do love the rain.
so on to the bad news.
day 2 of abc went well, and i went gym, so i felt good.
day 3, went okay-ish till now i just had dinner. FUCK MY LIFE. and i didnt go gym, i dfecided to have a day off... because..
now one ot the good news..
i got the results for my january ALEVEL modules/exams, and i got an A inn business studies. i am soo haps. like an A..me? wooow.
i'd like to thank blogspot makers, because whenever i write on a blogpost, i unload everything= troubling me, and when i go to school, nothing is lingering om my mind and i am able to put 100% into my education. you guys are always here to listen and instead of crying and drowning in my depression and cutting. so thankyou.
so as you can see, i am happy.
onto bad news again, i ate a lot of dinner. well a plate of rice, and meatballs. i don't feel so bad because i did have a very restricted day.
tomorrow i will do a liquid fast to compensate for today, then on saturday carry on with day 4. (whenever i fail a day of ABC, i will do a fast)
also, more good-ish news. basically, we were moved from our amazing house 3 years ago because of a gas leak. we were moved into this shithole. i don't like my house very much at the mo. basically, after years of looking for the right house, we have been asked to go view this houe that looked really good on streetview, ao i'm excited, and i hope we like it so i can move. i know i should be happy to have shelter, but this house is so small, i never invite my friends over.
on to other news, i just wanna say you guys are amazing and thinspiring and heres a link to one of my favourite thinspo videos. this one always lifst my mood and makes me feel motivated because they are all real, they aren't supermodels.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H_mjn6ltHvA&feature=related
enjoyy, the hipbones in the video are divine. my favourite is 0.06. i wish, oooh i wish i had them.
omgomgomgomg love the thinspo video omg!!!
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You know what's funny? Sometimes I'll get a feeling to log on blogger and there is always a new post from you that was made no more than 30mins from when I come on. Today it was only 18mins! Haha, it's like we're in tune or something.
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry about dinner, but the trick is to keep going! Stopping isn't gonna help! So you are totes doing the right thing.
Great job on Alevels! And in business too!!!!
Hope your fast goes well and stay strong!!!!
XOXO,
Scarlet <3
Hey great for your A on your test. Also OMFG your going to a nice house you like because its big. I'ved moved for my first 3 times ever in the past 2 years. Living in a small clostraphobic house after you once had a beautiful big house is not fun. I loved the thinspo video. Think I will do ABC again since it was one of my new years resaloutions to make it through at least 2 weeks of it. <3 + I can start today. Proud of you for not giving up. Stay strong. Good luck. By the way thanks for the comment. I'm at 142.
ReplyDeleteCongrats on the great test scores! woot woot! and I dont think the rice and meatballs will do too much damage. :)
ReplyDeleteand thanks for the support, im on a 100cal day tomorrow, bleh...we see how it goes
stay strong tomorrow!
that superchick song is one of my favourites. and congratulations on your A :)
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