I am happier!! ...That’s a change. To my regular followers, you may have noticed the change in blog colour, its because i don't feel so depressed anymore. There is no need for the blackness,and depression-ness. i feel happy-ish. like i am actually doing something right.
i really hope I’m motivating people out there, because it gives me so much joy to post a happy post! it feels good, and I hope it motivates you to do good and post a happy post. :) can’t wait to catch up on your successful blogs.
Another change...I can now button jeans that were a size small with very little to no muffin tops. I am so close to having dropped a whole dress size, in 3 weeks? Wow!!!
Okay, so maybe it’s nothing to be proud of, judging by the way I’ve been stuffing my face, but, seriously, the best motivation is seeing changes.
I have also changed my attitude. Basically, in Alevels my timetable is fucked up, and I always eat lunch to early at like 11:30, because I’m bored and scared of not eating later on, but I’ve just decided to not care to much about lunch. I had a small lunch between lessons today. I find it better to grab a quick lunch before lessons as I am in a rush, and it has to be small coz I can’t eat in class.
I allowed myself to eat a little before gym (had some oats), normally I wouldn’t eat at all 4hours prior to going gym. I found that I have much more energy to work out, and it felt good.
I have changed my mind on what I want to do in the future. I have always been set on doing performing arts, and I did get an A* in my GCSE exams, but I think I needed something more serious more secure, so I am going to study accounting and finance. If I ever do want to go back to drama and theatre work, I know its still there, because according to my drama teacher I have “natural talent”.
Another change is that, I am feeling more satisfied after gyming. It makes me feel good to know I am working hard to get what I want and I deserve it, rather than sticking my head down the toilet. It’s been about 3 weeks of not purging. :D
Omg bright happy jenny blog post!! Yay!!! I am so happy for you babe and I love the new layout( esp the manga!) It seems way more like you. Congrats on dropping a size and acing your exams. I think you'd be good at finance and accounting. I can totally see you up there making the big decisions. :P
ReplyDeleteAnd great job on not purging! I am so proud of you!! Keep up the good work and love you!
XOXO,
Scarlet <3
An A* in your GCSE exam?? That's great!!
ReplyDeleteBe whoever you want to be, you can do it :)
Xx. Lillie
wooohooo jenny! :) I'm so excited about those pants, I love that feeling, eek! and no purging for three weeks, thats so amazing! :) you're really motivating me to start *finally* working out, starting monday I'm woring out 5 days a week!!
ReplyDeleteHaha i almost dnt reconize whose blog i was reading i checked it a few times! lol and thats so amazing! i'm so proud of you for not purging! you are amazing and strong!Congrats on the exam and dropping a size!!! you are so strong and amazing!
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xoxo Lyndee
Oh jen. I'm so proud of you. To see someone who I've looked up to through my whole journey doing so well and being happy and having a life outside of the blog. Acctualy I think we all keep our lives out side of our blogs so secret so that the blogs are dark and tough and extreem. But your light blue blog that I have not seen I months, it is beautiful. So glad your not purging also. Took me forever to stop that. Love you so much. Good luck, and as always, STAY A-FRICKING-AMAZING. :)
ReplyDeletei love the new blog color and heading. very retro. and congratulations on your exam, brilliant girl.
ReplyDeleteI'm so glad that you're feeling good, and the no purging thing is totally awesome, stay strong!
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