seriously, i thought i'd lost all my followers for a while, which sorta demotivated me :( and i didn't post for a while, but i'm actually suprised at the love i'm getting guys. it feels good to know that there's someone out there listening and supporting.
a mahussive THANKYOU!! <3 (kissesxxxx)
umm so, i was thinking today, this is a blog, my blog!& ussualy edit a lot of what i write on here...which is so not the point of having a blog.. duh. i mean this is the place where i'm meant to let it all pour out, every single thing in my brain, down in black & white(or whatever colour my font is)
so from now on, you guys will know all my deepest deepest secrets. & if we happen to meet in person one day..please do not mention any of it to me. thanx.
now thats out of the way, let this be the beginning of a truthful blog. :D
alright, this might be a long one. bear with me.
first of all, there's this boy in school. he's soo cute. he's name's parsa. he is amazingly sexy. i find myself staring at him without even knowing it. <3 but the prob is, my college is so grouped. he's in the cool/rich/goodlooking/partying group & i'm in the randoms people who are sort of popular but not popular enough to be in his group and definetly not enough for him to even look my way. :(
but everyone's slowly starting to talk to each other now and groups are starting to break, and we have exchanged a few hi's. :D
but he just doesn't see me that way, so maybe if i get skinny and look hot, he might just look my way.
i knowwwww, stupid to do it for a boy, but we all have our motivations, & he just happens to be mine.
umm okay , so i was starting the abc today. i did realy well. i had a cup of cappuccino (decaf) for breakfast - 60cals. ew
today, in college, we were meant to be going on this adventure day thing so we could all bond with each other. you know what that means.. exCErcise!!! yay my muscles hurt. lots of climbing and running.!!
but then i got hungry, and i bought a bag of haribos (jelly babies) and munched on a few through out the day. the whole bag was like 800 calories.. i had 15 out of 50 haribos. i'm not sure how many calories are in that. i know its def over 500 calories and i will not risk estimating.so i will restart the abc again. the whole point of doing the abc is so i can have discipline, and estimating will lead to excuses and me saying "100 cals more won't matter"
no siree. uh uh
so abc take 2. tomorrow.
many thanx again!
i dont think it matters what your motivation is for losing weight whether it be a boy, fashion or whatever. As long as you get to your ultimate goal, thats all that matters in the end.
ReplyDeleteToo bad about you ABC today, its wierd it doesnt look that hard but when you start to try it can be difficult. But ive heard of girls who have completed it, and it took them 5 failed attempts before actually reaching their goal. So just keep trying, you will get there eventually.
Unlike me ive only ever gotten to the 10th day before(n).
Well good luck for tomorrow:):)
Lexy xx
girl, 15 out of 50 isnt over 500! the whole bag was 800? So 800/50= hmmm, 16? so 16 X 15= 240
ReplyDeleteWAAAAAAy less than you thought, girl! Don't beat yourself up over it-- you got in a TON of exercising!
well thats a sweet name for one. parsa lol. it has a ring to it! and yeah really its no that much=] its okay. but understandable if you stil want to restart tomorrow! i want to do the abc, but not sure... does it work super good do you know?!
ReplyDeletekeep up the skinnyness=]
oh you're doing fine on the ABC, Becca is rite. relax, you probably worked it all off and then some. I think it's so sweet you already have a boy in mind. At least u'r talking. I kind of have one in mind too, but he's such a frat boy (but smart! i love smart boys) so i have all those sorority girls to compete with. haha, what motovation to be skinny!!! Keep up the good work!
ReplyDeleteScarlet <3
If 50 haribos is 800 cals.
ReplyDeleteThen 15 haribos is 240 cals.
you divide 800 cals by 50 pieces = 16 cals ea.
1 haribo = 16 cals.
So you multiply 16 by the # you ate
signed,
Calories Counter Extraordinaire...
oh my god i freaking LOVE haribo! if you didn't eat an entire 3 lb bag of gummi bears, you're stronger than i am.
ReplyDeleteergo, you are WAY stronger than i am.
good luck with abc!
Awe I'm glad you're opening up :) Its easier for us to know where you're coming from when you're down, or up. we just know you better!
ReplyDeleteDon't be too hard on yourself. but you sound determined!
Hi :) i know what you mean about lack of follows or commenters being demotivating! glad you're feeling strong again :) also, thanks for opening up, makes it so much easier to relate and understand people when theyre being transparent :) good luck with abc take 2!
ReplyDeleteSomeone else who dowfalls at Haribo's and says Mahussive!
ReplyDeleteGirl i love your blog. :D
Dont be so hard on yourself, tomorrows another day were you can restart, and succefully do your ABC.
Hope it goes well, keep me updated, and i'll continue to read!
Love natxx
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