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Friday, 23 April 2010

C for compliment

could it be?
a compliment on my weight loss?
:D
okay so today i was in business studies and the girl who sits behind me asked had i lost weight.
okay convo went like this:
girl- "have you lost weight?, you look so good, i've been meaning to tell you for ages"
me- "uuhh, i think i've lost a bit, but i don't really pay attention to my weight lol"
girl- "wow"
me-"actually i did go gym for a few weeks, but that was because my sis forced me to go with her, haha. but i've quit. i don't think i need to lose any more weight" (all lies)
girl- "well,you look really good, keep it up"
me - "thanks :D "

and then there was this other girl who said my stomach was really flat and she wants one like it.
so i am over the moon.
i know its a bit pathetic, but i was always that chubby - not fat, but chunky girl who always ate so much and no boys looked at. but 20lbs later, i finally got a comliment. my first one. my mum hasn't even noticed i've lost weight, i think she's in denial. she's always controlled me with food. meaning she knows she could make me happy by buying my favourite foods, and crush my joy by commenting on my weight. now she has nothing against me. maybe when i'm 105lbs, she will say i have lost weight. we'll see

hope you skinny bitches are having a good day. :)x

3 comments:

  1. Aww, I'm so jelouse. I wish people would notice my weight loss. I love how you where so like, "Oh I dont even notice my weight" to that girl. Your doing so good. I remember moths ago after this summer when I told people, "guess how much I've lost," stupid girl. But I've stopped. :) Thanks for the advice on my studying, yep I am a procrastanator to, but your advice was good and I'm guna try and take it.

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  2. Omg that's awesome!!!! It's so nice to get compliments from someone you didn't even know was paying attention!!!!!!!! Yay! Oh I know about the control with food. Everytime I got mad at my dad he used to treat me to something and then everything is fine. But now I just get really pissed if he buys me high-cal foods (treats!) So now he actually has to apologize for effed up things he does, lol.
    Keep up the good work babe!!!
    XOXO,
    Scarlet<3

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  3. Omg I am so happy for you. I love the compliments on weight loss. But Ii find that I feel smug and then feel I can treat myself then gain it all back LOL. Need to get back on track this weekend. x

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