meh!

let me explain my absence.
my laptop has been messing me up lately. basically last year my school was giving away free laptops to students whose parents earn under 25000 a year. seeing as my mum doesnt work i got one. so this laptop has the tightest security ever and blocks stuff like youtube and facebook, and recently..blogspot. (my computer is slow as fuck and my mum has her own security on it, i refuse to blog on it)
i tried to log on and it said that ...thin1@live.co.uk has been categorised as extreme, dangerous, humour.
i nealry died!
i can live without facebook and youtube but blogspot? no way!

so yeah i was clever enough to unblock youtube and facebook, and just now i managed to unblock my blog....by changing my name. loool
it keeps blocking it though, so if the worst comes to the worst, i'll have to make a new one. i will keep you guys posted though.

[ps. if anyone knows how to remove 'webdefender' from a laptop, please help. i have tried uninstalling it, but it doesnt work, it wont die!!!! ] sadtimes!

anyways, yesterday was a crappy day. i ate so much. like i kept eating!!!!
then we had to go out and i felt like crap. but when i put on my jeans, they were loose. i was so happy, i spent like half an hour trying on all my other clothes, and i have lost like an inch or 2 off my waist. which is weird as i have gained 3lbs :/
haha

so i am now more motivated than ever!!!

loev you guys! xxxxxxxxxxx