> thats me. the girl from kenya, you all know as 'JENNY'. i know its still not my face, or my body and i feel a bit stupid, but i feel very uncomfortable with how i look. scared you'll all start laughing once you see me. but i did promise a pic.
ummmm.. so yeah.. :|
still love me? :P
ok i kinda feel a bit down at the moment. i want to leave all these insecurities behind, i thought i was doing okay, but i read some blogs, and i felt like a complete fatty.
i want control, i want to be able to say ive only had 300 cals in a day.
recently, ive been eating around 2500 cals a day.
basically bulimia with no purging.
like i can get through a loaf of bread, and a whole pizza on my own, in like 15minutes and sit there and do nothing about it. i am 134lbs.
exercise has become a distant memory.
bf-141 cals
lunch-500 cals
snacks- 200 cals
dinner- (must stay under 150 )
lunch-500 cals
snacks- 200 cals
dinner- (must stay under 150 )
Ahh I'm glad you're back :)
ReplyDeleteYes we did come back at the same time!
I think, I just got to the point where I knew hints needed to change, I'd been living and not paying attention. And I missed everyone here, and wad constantly wondering how they were doing. Ahh your weight is not bad! And I'm sure it'll drop uocy if you want it to :) don't worry, I hope your alright, x.
I still love you, gorgeous!!! <3
ReplyDeleteSo happy to see that you're back on blogger!
ReplyDeleteI've missed your blog!
your outfit in that picture is quite cute! And your legs look so thin! :)
I'm glad you're back. I can't wait to read some more of your lovely words!
ReplyDeleteI've been wanting to post a pic of myself too, but I'm scared everyone will think I'm fat...
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