been gone a while. hope people still remember me! haha
how is everyone?
umm, i am doing okay. id like to think ive been focusing on losing weight a lot, but i havent. infact, for the first time in a while, its kinda not been bothering me.
i am still purging now and then, when i feel ive eaten more than a human being is meant to, i do fast now and then, and i do constantly weigh...
oh ok so i still do have some issues, but they have taken second place to education and future plans.
i can say i dont have an eating disorder, i'm just a crazy girl who has crazy days where all she wants to be is bones.
okok so yday i got my AS results. i wasnt happy. i guess i worked so hard, i was excpecting it to all pay off. i hate being fucking average.
i got 1B, 1C & 1D.
i'm retaking the D which was in stupid history :[
and i might retake the C, or work harder next year to bring it up to an A.
and the really annoying thing is, i found the exam really easy.
ughhh!!
so anyways, next year i must work even harder.
gdnight. X0X
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Aw. I'm so sorry that you weren't happy. I'm sure that you tried really hard!
ReplyDeleteHope you start to blog more often again. We miss you! <3
I've been gone ages too, it's odd to come back.
ReplyDeleteThose results are not bad, but if you're not happy, you can always try again.
I'm sure you'll be okay :D
In the time where I've been gone, well, going in the first place was die to no time, because I needed to do coursework and all that rubbish,
So c I guess I understand in a way,
I hope you're alright, x.
Of course we remember you!!! Missed you girl and it's great your not letting it control you! So glad your back!
ReplyDeletexo lyndee
Missed you!
ReplyDeleteThose results aren't bad at all, but I understand your disappointment! There are always second chances though :)
Welcome back m'dear (:
ReplyDeleteYou'll do just fine <3