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Saturday, 15 May 2010

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lomgtime no post :)
how are you lovely people
i have so much to fill you in on.
for 1 my brain has exploded due to amount of revision i've been doing. i am dreading the exams so much. i don't want to be a failure :(
BTW i moved house. again 2nd time in 2 years:/ ugh! life is unfair, so we have moved to this lovely neighbourhood, but its 1000miles from my school and my friends etc. so yeah my life is shit.
ok so maybe i'm overreacting, its only like 30min car journey and a few people who go to my school do live around there, its just that i've always lived 2 minutes away from school, so yeah it sucks.

ok so yesterday i went to my friends 18th, and partied like it was 1984
no literally, i grooved and grinded with everyboy there.
and if thats not embarrasing enough i made out with 2 guys.
and if thats not embarrasing, i don't remember half of it.
and if that doesn't sound bad enough, one of those two guys happened to be my first kiss.
yup, my first kiss!
and if you think its the worst it could get,
one of those two guys was a guy who one of my best friends has a HUGEE CRUSH on. (so yeah i guess that makes me a MAJOORR biatch!)
but i talked to her this morning and she's fine with it (although i think she's still pissed off)
so yeah i woke up with a major headache, and sore throat.

oh yeah i lost my scale well, its somewhere under all this stuff, but i can't find it. i really should have remembered what box i packed it in.
so i ac't update you with my weight, however i can guess that i've lost a few pounds judging by how loose my clothes are becoming.

how is everyone getting on with their revision?
i have exactly 1 week for my first AS exam. i keep thinking about that One Mark i might miss out on. that could be the difference of a WHOLE GRADE, which may decide whether i get into Uni or not...which may decide if i do my chosen course...and then even my career....infact my whole future...The ONE MARK that could make the difference to my WHOLE LIFE!!!!
arrg! i'm off to revise :) xxxx

5 comments:

  1. Ooh a first kiss!!! Well, I mean it doesn't count if you don't remember it...unless it's locked in your subconcious somewhere. Also you can't be blamed for your actions as you were slightly incoherent. :)
    Revisions, revisions...my finals are DONE. Yayayayayayay!!!! Partay! Soon you too will join my partay! I said partay! Lol, I'm being silly.
    With all the studying you've been doing there is no doubt that you've had no time to eat! Lol.
    Good luck with exams!
    XOXO,
    Scarlet<3

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  2. ncaaaaaw!!! first kiss :) that's sweet... its a pity you can't remember it! Take care of yourself, you're precious!
    All the best for your exams!!!

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  3. good luck for exams!!!
    btw, sounds like one hell of a night... sper crazy lol, i guess sometimes not remembering half of it is almost good...
    hope it works out. moving sucks, i know. grr and travelling long way to school is annoying
    btw, big boobs... yuk... mine are getting biggr and freaking me the fuck out :(( u and me both

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  4. Parties and loose clothes. Sounds like fun. Lol. Stay strong, darling. You seem to be doing wonderfully.

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  5. You have an award!!!!! Check out my blog to see. It's the "I'd like to thank the academy..." Post!
    XOXO,
    Scarlet<3

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